Faster recover lurh. I may not a perfect partner.

Hmmh. Why after I was recovered, then now her turn to get sick gea>"<
Aiiihhz. Sorry errw. Can't be your side to take care of you= ((
Now I really feel completely what was your feeling when I was sick and you can't do anything.
Grrrr. Hate myself>"<
I'm willing to take care you even though at any time.

Bee. Faster recover larh uh.= ))
Then we can go to pak tuo zai.
Eat many many many things. You still owed me many meals.
Heehe. Let me count count first ----
Kenny Rogers, KFC, MP, Gan Bei, Pappa Rich, chicken wing without bone, Tou Fu Fa, ........ DDDD
Waiting for you arh My Man~~

I started think about my own future again.

The first, felt so sorry at here.= ((
I knew I treated you cold cold gam on this few days.
My sickness was my excuse. And I realised that you could feel it too.
Maybe I'll be back soon.= )
My feeling was blocked now.
And I don't know how to find back the sweetness like our starting.
I could feel your heart feeling sour now, Even heart broken.
But I'll cherish at the chances that can be with you now.
Hoping that your real BIE can come back soon.= D

Many things happened on 1103

First morning, woke up early to have breakfast with Bee= Pp
Around 0930, Bee, Ojishang, Juin Juin and me took taxi to school.
When reached school, FEARLESS started to feel on me~~
Just saw few friends at thr.
Later awhile, saw Bowie them. Luckily hugged them. Heehez= D

LoLx. NERVOUS* SCARED* CRIED*.
That time My tears gonna to out.
After Bowie took her result and started to cry~
I also started to cry>"< LoLx.
( stupid look like that )
Pn. Lee Mei Har also asked me cry for what ?="=
Then I faster called my friend help me take.
Aihhzx. So disappointed for my result.= (

Then Bee told me something that made me so DRY*= CCC
Bowie yao asked me to accompany her take lunch.
Actually I told Bee I got work on that day before.
I told her that Bowie fetch me to take bus later lorh.
( keadaan so kelam-kabut that time. LoLx~ )
I also followed Bowie. I wanna gave surprised to Bee gerh.= P
We went to Greentown Lao Di Fang. With Bowie, Janice, Carmen,Jeannie, Jamie= )
Janice took us to parade. Faster go and reload.

Then asked Ojishang whr were them.
Sushi King= ) Faster rushed to thr. Hehez.
That monent, she was chatting with Ronald them. Saw her "shock" looked when I appeared.
Heehez= ) My cuttie BeeBeee~~ Mmmmwakkssssss

Around 3something bah I think="=. Siew Fen them wanna back to her house. Then they went to MP later on.
( Keadaan kelam-kabut again="= )
Finally, I said wanna follow them to her house gea.
LoLx !! Siew Fen straightly fetch me back>"<
Aihhzzz. So unhappy gealorh that time= CCCCCCCCCCC
Cause I thought can meet my Bee more garh. !!
Sorry to My man here~~~~
Really back to Gopeng="=
On the way, also moody gam. No mood to bother her also~~
Tears gonna came out again.
When reached home. Kept waiting for her msg.
That time cried like Ghost dy T.T
Felt so cold tim~ HEART BROKEN.
( Sad sence ..... )

At night, she went to MP with her friends.
Really missed her like hell errw= (
After finished that, went yam cha with siew them again tim= (
Molie them went for clubbing~~~~~
OH MY PIGGGX !!!!!
So regret why I back home so earlier !!!!
If not can with her garh. Grrrrr @#%&*!?
Planned that wanna out tim.
Call Hingz and or that="=
Bee worried me. Heehez.= P
She overnight at Molie's house tim arh~~~
Bad memories ...
Finally SLEEP~

Tomorrow A BIG DAY to our last Form5 students

LoLx. SPM result is keeping nearer to me and us>"<
So nervous larh ghost~~~~ Will I saw that result paper till cry ??
Tml GOD will let me know~ AiihzXx.
Now really got abit abit regret tim="= Why last time didn't "sacrifice" some time to study more uh ????
Just hoping that my SEJARAH got credit then jau "tong gai wan shen" ="=
Tml = The day I meet all my classmate and friends again.
Tml = The day I take SPM result
Tml = The day I starting to leave them soon
Time really passed so fast. When think back our schooling, really so funny and enjoyable.
[[ Nostalgia-ing ]]***
I realized that everyone will miss it too~= )
I still don't know what I wanna study later ??
Bakery ? Hotel Management ? Banker ?
Blur-ing lorh="=
God bless US. Good Luck*

Dear~ Sorry for my less contacting.

Really so sorry about that.

Recently, less texted you all.

I'm not forgot about you all. Cause I'm busy-ing something.

When I'm in love, I'll just care about my Beloved.

Yea. I'm so selfish.

That's my short also~

When helpless, only knew that to find you all.

Hope that I can change it~

Especially My Dear, Bowie.

I'm falling in love with her now.

I'm so scared to let you know= (

Cause sure you'll scold me and all that~

When last time I been with Her, you also not so happy.

I knew that you're caring me and my future.

But, I'm growing up Dear.

I can make my onw decision= )

Now I'm so happy to be with her.

She really treat me so good.

If I was being with a boy~ Yea. You will support me ...

But If He treat me badly, I will also unhappy.

So, I willing to find a person that treat me the well, whatever a boy or a girl~

When I'm sadness, You're the one beside me.

Fortunately, You always accompanyed me during SPM.

Sometimes, I went to your house overnight and we done revision together.

You're always welcome me to your house.

You asked me, Just treat your house like my house.

((I was crying badly when thought back our memories now~~~))

When that day you came to MAP, I really felt so surprised.

We hugged together. And the long time I didnt hug you dy~

So sorry MY DEAR.= {{{

My Dear, I really really so miss you.

Miss all the times when be with you.

And the last, I wish you and him happy and sweet all the moments= ))

Please take care yourself~

Super Surprised for you= )

Actually before that night I was already thinking that wanna gave surprised to her= )
But I told her about what what gam. So I wanna made her disappointed first lurh.
Hiek Hiek< D
First morning. She went to learn car first.
When she calling I also told her that so lazy to out errw Bee.= DD
Heehez.
But that time really still lying on bed gealarh= )
I thought If I can get ready earlier abit, I straight go to her house first and wait for her gerh.
But My aunt lurh~~~ Aiihhz.
When she reached home, I also didnt reply her errw~
Cause that time busying to curl my hair. LoLx. First time marh= D
So 'shock' to see my new look. Haaha

When get into the taxi only texted her, But that time she was asleep="=
On the way, really so excited lorh. Heehez.
But don't know why. Seems reached to her there wanna used long time gam="=
LoLx. I called the taxi uncle left me at the side first. Then I walked to her house.
That time was NERVOUS-ing & EXCITED-ing lorh.= D
It was my first time. Never tried to do that before. Sometimes just can watched in drama.
But this time ~~~ Hiek Hiek.< P
I took out my phone and called her.
Her answering was really so blur lurh~~= )
**Happiest. Saw her Blur-ing look.
Haaha. Heehez.
She just kept asking me this and that lurh. Just wanna meet her and accompanied her eat lurh~~

She accompanied me back also. Heehez.
When reached bus station ... ... ... < P
The moment was Keeping in my heart the deeply~
Thanks Bee. But when I being with you. The time really passed so FAST.
I don't want like that= ((
I just want stopped the moments when being with you.
**Hugging you the tights tights tights

ILoveYou

Just For Her :

My lovely BaBeee~

You're the first person affecting my feelings.

When you cried, I will be cry too.

When you laughed, I will be laugh too.

Whatever you do. I just wanna follow you and to be the second of you.

And The first time missing someone till cry~

Why ??

I really can't live without you.

I really falling in love with you.

You do so ??

Every Day I miss you the badly, just like hell.

You're always like a charger when I felt tired.

Give me the powers~

You're always like a candy when I felt sad.

Make me sweets~

You're always like a blanket when I felt cold.

Huggies me tightly~

You're always like a start when I felt dark.

Lighten my way~

You're always like a Miracle in MY LIFE.

That's meant alot to me~

I'm hoping that every day I could make sweet breakfast for you.

And we having it together.

I'm hoping that every night I could hug you the tights.

And the next morning when I opened my eyes, the first person I saw is you.

Now Whatever I eat, it may tasted sweet cause you're being my side.

But Whatever I eat, it may tasted bitter, sour, salty cause you aren't beside me.

Without you. I have nothing~

But .. With you. I have everything~

Although We have lots problems that wanna handle endure,

I wish that you will hold my hands and solve them.

Please, Don't leave me alone.
Because I'll be mad for finding you.
You, My soul.

You, My eyes.

You, My everything.

3 words. 2 persons. 1 meaning.

That's ...

I Love You