Faster recover lurh. I may not a perfect partner.

Hmmh. Why after I was recovered, then now her turn to get sick gea>"<
Aiiihhz. Sorry errw. Can't be your side to take care of you= ((
Now I really feel completely what was your feeling when I was sick and you can't do anything.
Grrrr. Hate myself>"<
I'm willing to take care you even though at any time.

Bee. Faster recover larh uh.= ))
Then we can go to pak tuo zai.
Eat many many many things. You still owed me many meals.
Heehe. Let me count count first ----
Kenny Rogers, KFC, MP, Gan Bei, Pappa Rich, chicken wing without bone, Tou Fu Fa, ........ DDDD
Waiting for you arh My Man~~

I started think about my own future again.

The first, felt so sorry at here.= ((
I knew I treated you cold cold gam on this few days.
My sickness was my excuse. And I realised that you could feel it too.
Maybe I'll be back soon.= )
My feeling was blocked now.
And I don't know how to find back the sweetness like our starting.
I could feel your heart feeling sour now, Even heart broken.
But I'll cherish at the chances that can be with you now.
Hoping that your real BIE can come back soon.= D

Many things happened on 1103

First morning, woke up early to have breakfast with Bee= Pp
Around 0930, Bee, Ojishang, Juin Juin and me took taxi to school.
When reached school, FEARLESS started to feel on me~~
Just saw few friends at thr.
Later awhile, saw Bowie them. Luckily hugged them. Heehez= D

LoLx. NERVOUS* SCARED* CRIED*.
That time My tears gonna to out.
After Bowie took her result and started to cry~
I also started to cry>"< LoLx.
( stupid look like that )
Pn. Lee Mei Har also asked me cry for what ?="=
Then I faster called my friend help me take.
Aihhzx. So disappointed for my result.= (

Then Bee told me something that made me so DRY*= CCC
Bowie yao asked me to accompany her take lunch.
Actually I told Bee I got work on that day before.
I told her that Bowie fetch me to take bus later lorh.
( keadaan so kelam-kabut that time. LoLx~ )
I also followed Bowie. I wanna gave surprised to Bee gerh.= P
We went to Greentown Lao Di Fang. With Bowie, Janice, Carmen,Jeannie, Jamie= )
Janice took us to parade. Faster go and reload.

Then asked Ojishang whr were them.
Sushi King= ) Faster rushed to thr. Hehez.
That monent, she was chatting with Ronald them. Saw her "shock" looked when I appeared.
Heehez= ) My cuttie BeeBeee~~ Mmmmwakkssssss

Around 3something bah I think="=. Siew Fen them wanna back to her house. Then they went to MP later on.
( Keadaan kelam-kabut again="= )
Finally, I said wanna follow them to her house gea.
LoLx !! Siew Fen straightly fetch me back>"<
Aihhzzz. So unhappy gealorh that time= CCCCCCCCCCC
Cause I thought can meet my Bee more garh. !!
Sorry to My man here~~~~
Really back to Gopeng="=
On the way, also moody gam. No mood to bother her also~~
Tears gonna came out again.
When reached home. Kept waiting for her msg.
That time cried like Ghost dy T.T
Felt so cold tim~ HEART BROKEN.
( Sad sence ..... )

At night, she went to MP with her friends.
Really missed her like hell errw= (
After finished that, went yam cha with siew them again tim= (
Molie them went for clubbing~~~~~
OH MY PIGGGX !!!!!
So regret why I back home so earlier !!!!
If not can with her garh. Grrrrr @#%&*!?
Planned that wanna out tim.
Call Hingz and or that="=
Bee worried me. Heehez.= P
She overnight at Molie's house tim arh~~~
Bad memories ...
Finally SLEEP~

Tomorrow A BIG DAY to our last Form5 students

LoLx. SPM result is keeping nearer to me and us>"<
So nervous larh ghost~~~~ Will I saw that result paper till cry ??
Tml GOD will let me know~ AiihzXx.
Now really got abit abit regret tim="= Why last time didn't "sacrifice" some time to study more uh ????
Just hoping that my SEJARAH got credit then jau "tong gai wan shen" ="=
Tml = The day I meet all my classmate and friends again.
Tml = The day I take SPM result
Tml = The day I starting to leave them soon
Time really passed so fast. When think back our schooling, really so funny and enjoyable.
[[ Nostalgia-ing ]]***
I realized that everyone will miss it too~= )
I still don't know what I wanna study later ??
Bakery ? Hotel Management ? Banker ?
Blur-ing lorh="=
God bless US. Good Luck*

Dear~ Sorry for my less contacting.

Really so sorry about that.

Recently, less texted you all.

I'm not forgot about you all. Cause I'm busy-ing something.

When I'm in love, I'll just care about my Beloved.

Yea. I'm so selfish.

That's my short also~

When helpless, only knew that to find you all.

Hope that I can change it~

Especially My Dear, Bowie.

I'm falling in love with her now.

I'm so scared to let you know= (

Cause sure you'll scold me and all that~

When last time I been with Her, you also not so happy.

I knew that you're caring me and my future.

But, I'm growing up Dear.

I can make my onw decision= )

Now I'm so happy to be with her.

She really treat me so good.

If I was being with a boy~ Yea. You will support me ...

But If He treat me badly, I will also unhappy.

So, I willing to find a person that treat me the well, whatever a boy or a girl~

When I'm sadness, You're the one beside me.

Fortunately, You always accompanyed me during SPM.

Sometimes, I went to your house overnight and we done revision together.

You're always welcome me to your house.

You asked me, Just treat your house like my house.

((I was crying badly when thought back our memories now~~~))

When that day you came to MAP, I really felt so surprised.

We hugged together. And the long time I didnt hug you dy~

So sorry MY DEAR.= {{{

My Dear, I really really so miss you.

Miss all the times when be with you.

And the last, I wish you and him happy and sweet all the moments= ))

Please take care yourself~

Super Surprised for you= )

Actually before that night I was already thinking that wanna gave surprised to her= )
But I told her about what what gam. So I wanna made her disappointed first lurh.
Hiek Hiek< D
First morning. She went to learn car first.
When she calling I also told her that so lazy to out errw Bee.= DD
Heehez.
But that time really still lying on bed gealarh= )
I thought If I can get ready earlier abit, I straight go to her house first and wait for her gerh.
But My aunt lurh~~~ Aiihhz.
When she reached home, I also didnt reply her errw~
Cause that time busying to curl my hair. LoLx. First time marh= D
So 'shock' to see my new look. Haaha

When get into the taxi only texted her, But that time she was asleep="=
On the way, really so excited lorh. Heehez.
But don't know why. Seems reached to her there wanna used long time gam="=
LoLx. I called the taxi uncle left me at the side first. Then I walked to her house.
That time was NERVOUS-ing & EXCITED-ing lorh.= D
It was my first time. Never tried to do that before. Sometimes just can watched in drama.
But this time ~~~ Hiek Hiek.< P
I took out my phone and called her.
Her answering was really so blur lurh~~= )
**Happiest. Saw her Blur-ing look.
Haaha. Heehez.
She just kept asking me this and that lurh. Just wanna meet her and accompanied her eat lurh~~

She accompanied me back also. Heehez.
When reached bus station ... ... ... < P
The moment was Keeping in my heart the deeply~
Thanks Bee. But when I being with you. The time really passed so FAST.
I don't want like that= ((
I just want stopped the moments when being with you.
**Hugging you the tights tights tights

ILoveYou

Just For Her :

My lovely BaBeee~

You're the first person affecting my feelings.

When you cried, I will be cry too.

When you laughed, I will be laugh too.

Whatever you do. I just wanna follow you and to be the second of you.

And The first time missing someone till cry~

Why ??

I really can't live without you.

I really falling in love with you.

You do so ??

Every Day I miss you the badly, just like hell.

You're always like a charger when I felt tired.

Give me the powers~

You're always like a candy when I felt sad.

Make me sweets~

You're always like a blanket when I felt cold.

Huggies me tightly~

You're always like a start when I felt dark.

Lighten my way~

You're always like a Miracle in MY LIFE.

That's meant alot to me~

I'm hoping that every day I could make sweet breakfast for you.

And we having it together.

I'm hoping that every night I could hug you the tights.

And the next morning when I opened my eyes, the first person I saw is you.

Now Whatever I eat, it may tasted sweet cause you're being my side.

But Whatever I eat, it may tasted bitter, sour, salty cause you aren't beside me.

Without you. I have nothing~

But .. With you. I have everything~

Although We have lots problems that wanna handle endure,

I wish that you will hold my hands and solve them.

Please, Don't leave me alone.
Because I'll be mad for finding you.
You, My soul.

You, My eyes.

You, My everything.

3 words. 2 persons. 1 meaning.

That's ...

I Love You

Miss my workmate muchs*

28/2 That was the last day i worked at MAP.

Though just the short 2 months. But they really brought me many memories.
Funny. Sweet. Lazy.

Is They teached me that what's mature ? what's fashion ? what's beauty ?

Is They changed my new look.

Is They brought lots of fun to me.

Is They gave opinion on my suffers.

Thankful~ =)

Although They always made me as a joke. But I don't care =)

I just wanna let them remember me easily.

I will pay more visit to MAP.

And Hope that you all will recognise me.

Hehez cause i promised that I wanna be mature and pretty =))

The Sadness night

That was happened on tuesday night..
i worked noon shift, 9.30pm finished working..
Then called my mom whether is she fetch me or not..
but she said she got things to do, asked me TAKE BUS BACK~~~~~
that time not unhappy dy when heard that =CC
Aihhzzz. No choice also~
then she fetch me to 'dai hua'.
she asked me wait for bus in her car first.
then keep waiting lurh.
Suddenly her phone rang..
That time I know that is that guy called her =(((
" SEI FEI ZAI " My dad hate him also.
Their chating was about went to "wet" after I taken bus.
Waaa. really so 'beh song' at that moment !!!!
I quickly took my things and out from her car.
Then I kept waiting for the bus.
That time. My eyes just out of control.
Cried non-stop ='((
Texted with her also. Luckily accompanied by her.
Suddenly my mom called me. But I rejected her calls.
Then she came on and called my name @"@
Lolx. I didin't bother. But Damn Hate !!
Those taxi uncle asked is it called me ??
I didn't answered them too. Did I really no manners ? =(
I just walked to other side when she getted nearer to me.
The taxi uncle REALLY DAMN FAN AND 38 geala !!
Blamed me that don't want so 'cow'. followed mom went back.
I still didnt bother them. My mom kept scolded me "something wrong or what !!"
Really can't control my sadness tears ! Kept crying at thr~

Mom asked me now she wanna back, want to follow or not ?!
I didn't answered her. Got some said me so STUBBORN~~~
Aihhzzx. They also don't know what I felt at that time.
"PLEASE DON'T BLAMED ME LIKE MY FALSE GAM !!!! "
Then. My mom really back home dy. Then she called me~~
When heard her voice, I really can't stop my tears ='{{
Suddenly 1 "mang ka lai" kept looking at me and get nearer to me.
1 aunty quickly called me waited at her house. Luckily and fortunely =)
At earlier, they said wanna call police tim =Ss
The aunty asked me for mom's phone number. At first, I refused to give her.
But at last, I gave it to her. Then she called my mom and said this said that.
BLaaaa blaaaa~~~
They kept console-ing me. The world still got some ppl really use true heart to treat you~
Finally The last bus came. The aunty's father-in-law "protected" me to take bus.
That "mang ka lai" still looked at me. I really felt so scared so scared so scared~~~~ But she was not beside me =((
I saw him said something to his friends. Scared + afraid + frightened ~!!
He also said something to the uncle. The uncle answered what what police~~ @"@
And those taxi uncle called 1 ah sim sat with me =)
The bus really got many "mang ka lai".
After the ah sim turun bus, I quickly sat near 1 girl gea.
The front thr mostly were "mang ka lai"~~ =Ss
No choice also. Sat at the back. But dark.~
Finally tahan till reached Gopeng =)
My dad fetched me back home. Thanks.

The End~

Dating

20/2/2010
Today watched 2 movies with bee =)
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Aihhzzz.. today when get ready to go out
suddenly stomachage worh~
stupid>"<
Lol. cause Bee went to jj alone lurh..
If not, we can take bus together gerh="=
but no choice lurh~~
Bee went to jj buy tickets~
then when i reached thr.
Bee went and jip me. Hehess =D
When saw Bee, got abit scare scare gerh~
cause today wore so casual z.
We waiting for SUSHI KING to open~
so fish larh>"<
The feelings appear again =DD
"sum ling xiong tong". Hehesss~ Like it errw =Pp
After it then walked around.
Later we went to buy junk food.
just bought chocolate biscuit.
That time the feel appears again =DD
Actually Bee wanna take pics gea.
but me lurh~ Aihhzzz

The first movie really so so so nice C=
Funny =D
After finished it then walked around again.
Then went to see new phone.
C510. My choice.
RM660. 2MB. Original. Nice =)
Next week Bee acc me go to buy.
ThxQ Bee alot. *Mmmmwakkzss
surprised to meet Bowie. cant recognised her errw.
Lockily recognised her bf =)
just took 2 pics only. Hmmm~~~
bought popcorn, cola, sky juice.
surprised to meet YiXin too~
but Bee accidently dirted my shoe="=
Yiii~

The second movie not bad also =)
but when finished watching that movie. almost late dy.
then we went to pak tuo and wait for the jusco bus.
Unfortunately. Today waited so long also didnt get="=
Nevermind lurh~ We took taxi back to "dai hua"
Just awhile. The Kinta bus came dy~
Then at bus mai ...... Kiss awhile z lurh. Hehesss
When reached Gopeng. Lam Bee the tights lurh =*D
and kiss her the sweets~
"ng sek dek" Bee tim errw~~~ =(

after that walked back to house lurh and Bee waiting for her mom.
Hope that every day also can hang out with her errw..
           MISS YOU~

New Blog for New Life.

Lol. now so late dy="=
why this Kaelyn still dont wanna to sleep uh ?!
still online online online>"<
really beh tahan arh..
ushhhh~

I just wanna tell
Be with her.. I'm so happy C=
Miss her the much..